It was not my choice to come here
They sent for me, summoning my shadow
Casting circles over the stones,
Filling the chalice with my blood
The blood of the goat is not mine,
I had nothing to do with this
And in MY NAME, I have no name
The sadistic slaughter of this innocent creature for me
I did not ask for this
I only wanted to be left alone
Thrown down from the spheres
Cast out from the light into the darkness
Degraded, left to burn in a hell, now my own
Why am I worshipped so, do they not know me ?
Being here means an end never dreamed of
The destruction of all that is and all that will be
My name ? I had forgotten it
It echoes around my head like the circles drawn in blood upon the ground
Embracing my body, it hurts me.
When will the chanting stop ?
Can I never be left alone ?
Have I not suffered enough for what I have done ?
A cruel taunt perhaps
I should have been crucified, to die as a mortal
Heroic, unashamed of my nakedness
That would have been a better way, than to suffer as I have done
But I must not think of this now
It was in the past, I must try to forget
I would not ask for His forgiveness
It would have not been given in any case
Why won't they just leave me alone
The chanting never stops, what must I do to end it
The old tales, now forgotten
We know what will happen if I'm drawn up from the depths
He must stop them, why doesn't he, their caring God
He made them in His own true image
Does he want them to die ?
Such a horrific death for such poor weak creatures.